Saturday, July 23, 2011

sooooo....i'm still alive.

So I haven't blogged about anything for nearly half of this year (i suck), and I really have no excuses because these past few months have been so incredibly eventful. Consider this a really long "Catchin' Up Blog"...so be forewarned....it'll be a like all of those shoulda been blogs rolled into one :)...

MRS. BRITTNY ROLF
As most of you already know, my younger sister Maile (Brittny) got married in June and her wedding was beautiful. Although the weeks leading up to it were filled with stress...and anger...and frustration...and cuss words...and crying...and fighting (all were mostly my mom...especially the cussing)...the actual wedding was great and fun...at least while I was there. I'm so happy for her and her wonderful new husband and I wish them the best!...I was also happy that there was a new addition to our family, because for a while it was just David.

MY LONG LOST SISSY POU!
The weekend before Maile's wedding, me and baby sis, Nikki, met up with our sister Tupou for the first time. We scooped her up from her cousin's wedding, the wait was sooooo nerve racking. Spotting her was a no brainer....she looks just like our mom. She was so petite and dressed all cute, which made me take a quick look at my outfit to make sure I looked decent........i didn't.

Oh my hell Pumpkin, why the heck......are you wearing your little brother's "Famous" shirt?!

(emphasis on LITTLE) After we'd picked her up, I couldn't believe she was right....here! In the passenger seat of our super junkie car. I don't know what it was, but I had a feeling that Nikki was also in a feeling of shock....maybe it was the fact that she almost got in like....5 car accidents and almost ran a red light or 3, and got us super lost on the way to ice cream (which by the way...was just a few blocks down the street from where we had picked our sister up). Our convo was cool, calm, collected, comfortable (and any other "c" words you can think up). I felt like I've known her forever...like...she was my older sister who lived outta town and she came to visit for the weekend. Not many others know that we also have another older sister. Another half-sis from our dad's first marriage. My dad told us about her when I was about 13 yrs old. My mind, at the time, was not near as mature as it is now. I was then filled with mixed emotions, not knowing whether to be excited, or mad, or sad or disappointed (no worries, I absolutely love her now). This time around, with Pou, it was pure excitement. After our ice cream, my understanding was to take Pou to where she was staying, because she had told us that she wasn't yet comfortable with meeting with our mom just yet. I could understand that and didn't want to force anything on her. Nikki on the other hand had ulterior motives. She pretty much forced Pou to go to our house after...like "forced" as in...despite knowing that she wasn't ready to meet our mom...she got behind the wheel and directed the car to our house anyway....so....uh... more so held her captive...i dunno. In the end...i was glad nikki did that because the meeting with my mom and her was very special...we laughed, we cried, we bid adieu and that's the end....for now.

BABY SISSY GETTING MARRIED
I know that you can't possibly think that having both of my little sisters getting married in the SAME YEAR about ONE MONTH apart is weird....weird and comical...at least for me. hehe. Well, I can totally understand her reasoning for not wanting to wait. And I would've done the same thing. I've already been considering Robert my brother for a long time a comin already, it's about time they put it on paper. Rob's dated Nikki longer than I dated David (for longer than I've even known David for that matter)...for longer than Maile dated Peter....put together. I'm so happy that they are finally going to get married, and rushed or not, there wedding is going to be a blessed event. Anotha Brotha added to the family and I'm super happy!...now all that's left is for AJ to get married and ad yet another brother.....Jordan?...he'll never leave my mom.....nuff sed.

GOING DOWN UNDUH...FOR GOOD
This is the one thing that has been contributing to my stress level the most lately. My husband and I have made the decision that we are going to move our little family to Australia. He's got a great job awaiting him, medical is free, the government gives you money for everything, it's beautiful....what's to stress? When I would think about how far Australia is from my family, it would reduce me to tears. I love my family so much and it was already hard for me to live all the way up here in Syracuse, an hour away from them...now I was going to move to the other side of the globe. It took a while, but now that I see that my sisters are married....Maile in Ogden going to school with her husband and Nikki, soon to get married and move to Arkansas with her husband....I realize that we are all adults, we're all older with our own lives and if moving to Australia will be better for my family....why not? We still intend to return to the states at least twice a year which will also ensure that my babies remember who my parents are...their Nana and Papa. It took me a while, but I'm more excited than worried to move. I just needed to convince myself. I was tired of people trying to "sell" Australia to me, telling me how awesome the Government is there and how sucky the one is here, and how jobs pay so much there and jobs are crap here, and blah blah blah blah blah. I love the USA....im extremely patriotic...so if you want to get in my good graces and prove to me how great something is.....don't tell me how bad my country is....cuz no matter how bad the condition of our economy....it's the best country in the world. I hear that there are so many jobs and not enough people and the health care is free...so I'm expecting to get there and not see and bums or sick people. phew...sorry...had to get that out. I will continue blogging in Aussie and tell you how I'm surviving without Walmart....without Netflix and without mountains (oooohhh, my precious mountains). I will also hopefully get to post pictures of our first Christmas in SUMMER! mind blowing!...don't know about surfing though...I'm scared to death of sharks....

later mates...until next time


4 comments:

  1. OMG, you're moving to Austrailia?! I almost cried just reading those words. :( That's so far! But way to put your family first. As hard as it's going to be, it will be an awesome experience! You and your sisters are all so grown now. Can't believe as of next week, all 3 of you will be married.. Crazy! We'll see ya at Nikki's wedding.. Love you Pumpkin! :)

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  2. FINALLYY!!!! I thot I was going to have to bug Nikki to get on ya bout updating ME with ur life woman!! lol I'm so glad you're BACK. I just started. Nikki can be so influential lol. I'm happy to hear you & ur lil fam are making the big leap to Aussie. Good for you girl! Its crazy tho cuz me & my boo thang have had Aussie in the back of our minds for over a year now. & now I have a bigger reason to vacay out there ;) Heeeeyy! K.I.T & KEEP BLOGGING!lol Love you & send my love to your beautiful babies xoxo

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  3. PUMPKIN!! I dont recall how i stubbled across youre blog but when i got here i read that youre movie to aussie! my goodness girl youre all over the place..lol well i hope the best for you and your cute lil family :)

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  4. Pumpkin,

    I don't know how or why I stumbled across your page but I did and after reading about you and your life I just wanted to stumble in and out of your life again. I just want you to know how I've felt all these years.



    You were my best friend. Literally the one person that I felt connected to like a sister other than my actual sisters. We went to school together, played volleyball together and shared things with each other that to this day I haven't told anyone. After all of these years... You with a husband and two beautiful girl and me with a family of my own... Every time I think of you my heart breaks a little. I feel betrayed by someone who I thought was the real deal. One day you were there and the next day you were gone and you took all of years of friendship with you. I tried harder than you'll ever know to reach out to you... To the point where I felt like an actual stalker. I'd come across people who knew you and ask for your number but there was always an excuse so I finally got the hint. You didn't want anything to do with me. What hurt me the most is that you didn't even have the decentsy to tell me what was bothering you or what I did to make you feel like you couldn't come to me. As I'm writing you I know that you're laughing asking yourself why I'm sweatin this stuff and thinking about it after all these years but maybe that's how hurt I am. You scarcely come across true friends in your life time and once upon a time I thought I had that in you. Anyways I wish you all the best.

    SS

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